damn....was a long day today.....haiz...feel like cryin nw..haa...eyes wet wet de...i also dunno why....keep thinkin about stuff.......damn...why did u leave....?..haiz..saded man....fail OC....wTF......sucks....den all my test did badly....all my teachers were disapoointed in me..sorry guys..cause i failed OC den cause u all nt to get e project..im really sorry...dennis..i may ignore u nw...or tolk to u less....but think it willbe better..always tolkin and seein each other will have many conflicts de......

i try so hard to forget u..i try so many things....but it dun work......wat can i do.....i do everythin...i think of u....haiz....this sucks......we cld still be friends ma..rite.....i feel like seein u....haiz....i wana tell ya..i always wanted to give ya a big big cookie hug...but i nv get e chance.....u always seems so far away...think its gona be a long time 2 get over u.if i cld ever.i guess i cant.cause u will always be in my heart.unless i can get selective memory lost.haa..sigh sigh..wonderin hw u doin nw.i nv said i wanted anythin when i said all those stuff to u..i just wana let u know...its been in me for so long...and i cant afford to keep it much longer....i really dun understand why u choose to leave.....and stuff.....will u ever come back....haiz....